Last night I called Josh and talked for a minute at about 9:30 (Texas time). I was working on something and I told him I would probably need to call him back in 15 minutes. I did need him and I called him back 10 minutes later. No answer. I waited a few more minutes. No answer. I was a little bit baffled. I called him about 8 times over the next two hours. Nothing. I was seriously starting to panic. I texted Eddie. No answer. When I say I was panicked, I COULD NOT breathe normally and my heart was pounding like crazy. At 11, I had to do some detective work to find out which hotel he was at (I didn’t even know which city he was in or anything. We never talk). I called the hotel and was transferred to his room. NOTHING!!!!! I was sure he and Eddie were dead somewhere and I was completely helpless. At 1 AM, I fell asleep crying and praying. Woke up at 3:30, still no response, probably fainted and woke up this morning to find a text from Josh!!!!! Seems, he was laying in bed when we were talking the first time, he hung up and he and Eddie both fell completely into coma-like sleep two minutes later. The reasons I tell this whole story are:
1) to show what a complete mess I would be if anything happened to Josh and
2) to show that I am completely incapable of handling ANYTHING. NOTHING happened and I was a complete wreck because of my own imagination.
And on to other news….We babysat Tosha’s kiddies while she ran errands this morning.
Before lunch these two rode bikes together…
After school Ethan fell right to sleep. Sweet little SWEETIE SWEET SWEETHEART!!!
Emmy got to sleep over at Kyn’s tonight and Druw slept over here.